Dear you, Dear me,

you make me feel like shit because we only talk when you want to.

when i respond with one word answers you assume i dont want to talk and so you stop.

and then you talk to me and flirt with me when your girlfriend is away or youre high or drunk. you’re so fucking lucky i dont tell her about all the pictures you’ve sent me since she’s been away.

youre an asshole.

i cant stand this place and i cant stand the people and the one person i wanted to stay close to left me

i’m sick of going unnoticed.

i don’t strive for attention, but sometimes a little attention is all someone needs to keep them going. or maybe its just me.

i want someone to say hi court.

or to appreciate the things i do. like at work, when my position is present…our times may be at 130 but i’m taking orders, running, and presenting….no ones helping. and i’d rather have high times and happy customers, but i just get scolded because my times are high. 

i want you to read this like you used to because i sucked at communicating my feelings to you…and i want you to ask whats up, whats wrong,…something?

i’m surrounded by so many happy and satisfied people lately and i just can’t find a reason to be happy. selfish i know.

maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me

goodnight moon, i hope to see you soon

did you mean it when you said “i love you”

?

i used to think you were genuinely concerned with my well-being.

sometimes i still think that was the case.

do you read this?

i mostly feel stupid for trusting you