i miss everything about you
i miss everything about you
Sucks cause I always look terrible in pictures but oh well.
Things are so weird lately.
Life is so busy.
And Good. And bad.
And interesting. And absolutely full of surprises.
Wondering how I ended up here.
And why you talk to me.
But yeah things are just weird lately and I’m just tryina figure out how to piece everything together yanno?
The struggle haha.
I remember this all so well. Rest In Peace Mr. Parks
I fall in love with people’s passion. The way their eyes light up when they talk about the thing they love and the way they fill with light.
- Unknown (via psych-facts)
i’d rather be sweating in places i didnt know could produce sweat, and have my arm fall asleep under your back if it meant laying next to you even for ten minutes
but we finish each others’ sandwiches too. we think the same things. we text each other at the same time. as soon as i’m about to call he’s calling me.
today we burped at the same time. if thats not a soulmate idunno what is lol
is really weird because last semester i was going to John’s apartment 3 or 4 times a week, getting drunk watching the bruins, and spending the weekends with him when i had mono.. and now he’s like an hour and a half away and i drink by myself at night in my room doing my homework watching the sox.
dont get me wrong i love how we’re still so happy to be in each other’s company but its just weird not being able to see him or catch him practicing in my favorite practice room. i rely on our phone calls at noon, texts exchanged, and hopefully seeing him every couple of weekends.
on a different note, i’m first chair in wind symphony and it’s fun
sometimes i ask myself why i didnt just do the Bachelors masters music ed program at UMass Lowell. because i fucking got in, and itd be one less thing to worry about. but nope, i effed up in a way
I think i want to just keep growing my hair out until 8 get REALLY annoyed with it, or until its long enough to donate, still leaving me a good chunk of hair to play with. I mean what cancer patient wouldnt want some auburn hair?!
i also think i want to teach music to criminals. i’m going to school for music education and minoring in psychology. ideally i want to teach, but i want to help people as well. and so teaching in a school would be sweet because thats where i was first motivated. but teaching music as a therapy use would be really touching and helpful to someone. but then teaching music in a setting such as a jail could really turn someones life around, put their mind toward something else…they could find enjoyment in something? idunno. they alll seem interesting to me.
i also want to do something nice for john but i have no idea what.
My friend was walking and found this Godzilla toy in the Trash so he put a shirt on it, named him John, and then took him out to T.G.I. Fridays and then Dinner was on John.
I’ve never been the type of girl who hoards her guy’s tee shirts and sweatshirts. But the only one I have of yours, I’m holding tight tonight for some silly reason, as if it were actually you.